Good Morning out there! Today is the 42nd anniversary of Roe v Wade. I woke up during
the night to loud, booming thunder. I heard the rain pelt the windows, and as I listened, I
thought how appropriate this storm seemed. Not a gentle peaceful rain, but a loud, hard
rain. I could almost hear God say, "Why, what does it take? When will you wake up? How
many more babies have to die, isn't close to 58 million enough?" I stayed awake, I couldn't
go back to sleep. I'm listening, I'm trying, hear I am Lord.
Last week I sent the local newspaper my blog post from December 4, 2014. I thought it
would be a good article for today. I received an email telling me that they couldn't print
it in the section I asked for because the story was written as a poem. I understood, so I sent
them a very short poem to be printed in the Letter to the Editor opinion section. That one
was apparently not appropriate either. I look in todays newspaper, and they published an
article about where trash cans should be located. REALLY? That is the best they could
come up with for today?
My heart is so heavy, and I'm sorry if you've already read these and were looking for
something more today. But these posts are what my heart feels today. God Bless You All.
Hello out there, my heart is sad today, I wish I knew what to say. I try to make others see, the gift of life a baby will be.
Please God, show me the way, so that I can make a difference today.
As tears stream down my face I pray, why does my heart ache this way?
Please God, give me the words, please guide my hand as I write this verse.
How do I make others see, the horrible death that abortion brings.
Please God, give me strength, please give me courage, to fight this fight
that curses the earth.
Please God, show me the way, that I can make a difference today.
This is my story in the form of a poem:
Once upon a time, fifty or so years ago, a baby girl was born and she needed
a home. Never knowing the circumstances or the reason why, her birth mother
couldn't keep her, she had to say goodbye. This little baby girl was three days
old when a loving family came, and took her to their home. Now this baby girl
had a family of her own.
With love and joy and happiness this baby girl grew up, she never met a stranger
and her heart was full of love. She loved to hear the stories about her special day,
the day her family came and gave her their name.
When she was only eight years old, the scary news came, her loving mother had
cancer, the little girl was afraid. Her mother was strong and courageous as she
battled day to day, and when the girl was but twelve years old the angels came, and
took her mother away. She knew her mother was in heaven, no more pain did her
mother feel, and although she understood why, it had to be this way, the grief she felt
in her heart would never go away.
The young not quite teenage girl was strong, she was raised that way. She had
watched her mother suffer and never heard her complain. Her mother had prepared
her, knowing this day would come. Her love of God, her father, older brother,
church family and friends, would be there for her, as the years came and went.
She was now a young lady, thought she was so grown up, off she went to college,
another life event. She made new friends, and she had fun, but she
missed her dad, her brother, his wife, and friends back home.
Then one day it happened, a Sunday afternoon, she met a man, the most wonderful,
handsome man and her heart grew and grew.
Within a short time they were married, became husband and wife. So thankful God
had blessed her with someone she would cherish and love all of her life.
She had a new name, and a home of her own, she was also blessed with a stepson, she
quickly grew to love as her very own.
Expecting their first child, the baby grew, and as the mother heard the heart beat and felt
her baby move, she was amazed at what her body was going through. With her husband
at her side the doctor said "it's a boy" and the mother cried, my first born is a son, and the
emotions that went through her can never be described, but the love and protectiveness she
felt for this child was an overwhelming feeling that would never die. As she held her son
close to her breast, she thanked God for his life, for being so blessed.
When the baby boy was just three months old, the new mom found out she was expecting
once more. When her husband came home from work that day, he sat down in the rocking
chair and held their son, she knelt on the floor, and leaned against his legs, she shared
the good news of another baby on the way. He smiled and told her everything would be ok.
This happened during the time when the oil boom had gone bust, work was slow, there
had been lay-offs and his new job didn't pay as much. There would be no insurance to
cover the costs. They saved and worked side jobs to pay for the birth, the hard times
together, they grew so close.
The baby boy walked at ten months old, and his mom chased after him as her other baby
began to grow. The mother heard the heart beat and felt her baby move, and once
more, she was amazed at what her body was going through.
The baby boy was happy and had a beautiful smile, he was into everything, and his
pregnant mom was tired! Would this new baby be a brother or a sister, for the two boys
they already had, another son or a daughter, either way, they would be glad! The night
before the baby came, the mom was in the kitchen, she looked into the living room just
in time to see her baby boy dive from the chair into the presents beneath the
Christmas tree. She dashed across the floor and caught him mid-air, nine months pregnant,
not a moment to spare!
Early the next morning, the labor pains came, they picked up their sleepy baby boy
and all loaded up in the black pick-up truck. They took him to his aunt and uncles and
told him they'd be back, and off to the hospital they dashed.
Just four hours later with her husband at her side they heard the doctor say "it's a girl" and
then they cried. Tears of joy, a daughter, a baby girl, and the emotions that went through her
can never be described, but the love and protectiveness she felt for this child was an
overwhelming feeling that would never die. As she held her daughter close to her breast,
she thanked God for her life, for being so blessed.
The next year was busy with two babies under two. The baby boy was fearless, and loved
to run and climb. The baby girl was carried upon her mother's hip to keep her off the floor,
and safe from baby brother who would zoom back and forth. The baby girl was happy, and
loved her mom and dad, she would laugh at her brother's antics, and stay close by her
mama's side. She loved her swing, and you can guess why, the floor was otherwise
The years went by and the children grew up. They loved when their oldest son came
for a visit, their family complete. They were a close knit family, and shared so
much love. They were raised going to Mass and all their sacraments they made. God was
always a priority and still is to this day.
Three weddings have been celebrated and blessings of grandbabies galore, who could
ask for anything more!
Yes, it's true, this story is about me and my sweet, and amazing family.
I seem to get nostalgic this time of year. My son and daughter both have birthdays
this month. They were both born on Fridays, and it was cold and had snowed both
years. I remember Jim driving us home in our old black pick-up truck. There was a
Christmas tree in the living room to welcome us as we stepped in.
Their birthdays are right before Christmas, and mine is right after. We celebrate the
birth of Jesus right between our birthdays, yes, December is a special month for us!
I think back to the years when I was pregnant and how we got things ready for the birth
of our babies. It makes me think of how Advent is a time of waiting, of preparation.
Having been adopted at birth, I don't take life for granted. Life is a gift, and we are all
beautifully, fearfully, wonderfully made. Every baby should be able to grow up and
have a story to tell.